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Sunday, February 20, 2005Y
6:35 PM
yesterday waas our 1 yr anniversary! early mornin went to sk's 4ouse...de bai nian to 4is mom..lol..so scary!! i 6ave 4er 2 oran6es..lol...den i 6ave sk a No.1 dancer trop4y w4ic4 i made myself..lol..and a jar or cookies..looks not edible...but i tasted alrite..1st time bake lei!! wad u exepect!! keke.. after slackin ard we went woodlands!! coz..i wanted to 6o UK funfair!!!

om6 so many 4unks dere!! keke wen we reac4ed dere, we walked round cause way pt...every sin6le lvl..yeaps! den finally went to de fair!! de ride i wanted to sit was 6 tokens!! arrrrr.....no money!! 2.50 for 1 token...ds 2 of us..yup..so cannot...sadz....so i decided on anot4er ride!! air force somet4in...lol..also quite cool! 3 tokens eac4 only! yeaa... kinda excited wen we 6ot on...den wen it started...lol...sk was kinda scared..lol..i tot 4e wuldn't de...keke... was really fun!! wis4ed it didnt 4af to stop! it swan6 us really really 4i64!! terribly fun lor!! too bad...no more $$ to sit a6ain...after we 6ot down..sk said 4e felt like pukin..poor t4in.. i tink de ride i wanted to sit innitially was more excited den dis...lucky we din sit dat..or else 4e really will puke..

after everyt4in we took a train 4ome...i took to bis4an...den 4is bus came 1st..so 4e 6ot on..den i waited 20mins for my bus..w4ile waitin...dis 6rp on small boys kept lookin my direction..wanted to kick t4eir ass... den dis tall black 6uy..look like a basketballer.. 4e walked pass me dat time...4e bend down to make sure i see 4is face den 4e smiled at me....om6...so scary!!

i also sms sk dis.. ask 4im if 4e could make my wis4 come true...asked 4im not to 6o out wif anymore 6als..as in one on one..den 4e din reply....den i ms6 4im a6ain.. "is dat a no?" no reply a6ain....suan le..... den at nite 4e called me den i tink 4e wanted to pretend 4e din see de ms6 ba...den i asked 4im a6ain...wad was 4is ans...den 4e din wanna do it...coz...4e like 6oin out wif 4is frens...so i told 4im wad i was feelin...asked 4im y did 4e c4ose to 6o out wif 4er and not me..... 4e juz said 4e juz felt like it...den after dat i told 4im dat i asked 4im 1st..den 4e kept sayin i did not.. !@#@#... i told 4im a6ain..yes i did..i kept askin if 4e was free...and 4e juz kept sayin dunno..until sat itself..i asked 4im a6ain..and 4e said dat 6al juz asked 4im out..and 4e immediately a6ree...freak...am i so not impt? arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........den after dat 4e totally kept quiet...as usual... fine...so i told 4im...if u wanna 6o out like dat...6o a4ead...dun blame me for any t4in dat 4appens next...told 4im dat i wuld start 6oin out wif my 6uy frens... and force myself not to like 4im so muc4 anymore...i even told 4im dat from now on..i 6onna puy 4im not as my 1st piority le.. i tink 4e doesnt even care....wtf... maybe 4e doenst even treasure out relations4ip ba... 6ive me some time...maybe i'll for6et 4im...and 4e doesnt even noe it......