PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Thursday, August 18, 2005Y
7:23 PM
hmmm..dun really have time to blog now....i'll juz say a few stuff~~!My bday was juz wonderful~~~ everything turned out great!! i was really happy~~ had lots of supprises!!! :)
but deep down inside is hiding something......something.....
this few days...i juz feel like juz being...by myself....sometimes i'm reallly thankful that i'm goin home myself....for the first time...yest night...i enjoyed the quietness around me...enjoyed the cool wind in my hair.. for the first time..i did not run home...iwas even scared... sat at the bench at my house stared at the wonderful sky... seems so....peaceful...
anyway...i wish him all the best in his dance....hope he gets wad he wants~~~ and had always wanted :) i'll pray hard for dat~~
Songs i'm listening to: Wish me happy bday ...... Jet -Look what you've done
"Look What You've Done"
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Tuesday, August 16, 2005Y
2:54 AM
*wipes swweat* finally 2 projects over...have been relly busy wif projects and dance... always not enuff slp...lucky god sent me an angel to help me... :) todae juz did the hair model thingy~~ it was soooo cool!!omg...took lots of foto...especally wif sunji and sunny!! the two coolest hair stylist!! not to mention delin's cousin who dyed my hair nicely~!! lol... anyway.... todae was... i dunno.... was meant to be?
i kept calling him after my hair thingy...coz he said he'll b in town... and no ans..so i went for lunch wif mae... the most amazing thing happened~~ we really talked alot! hmmm... she scraped the mud off my eyes and let me see things clearly... wad i actually taught of was actually true...din noe i was so accurate de..maybe coz i'm sensetive bout stuff ba...
while we were talking...dis jap guy waved to me...i tot my fren sia! den after dat i saw him outside nydc trying to take foto...den i hid myself wif mae..lol... den think he couldnt get a clear shot...then he came in and asked if he could take foto...den mae say better not...den in de end nv..lol..
hai...after the chat..i took bus home...looking out de window...thinking abt everything...now every thing makes sense......everything.....
*everything happened for a reason.....glad i got to haf lunch wif u....*
Thursday, August 04, 2005Y
8:41 AM
todae...was actually quite fun...morning was late for class...wahaha... too tired le... din even go for SnW...lol... i was really sleepy...den in class... yan yan she saw my half closing my eyes...den brought out doggie!!! my eyes immediately lite up!! omg!! was so happie!! lol... den thru out de wholesson i was awake..wahaha...we really can crap sia.. lol..
den after class i went for project meeting...half an hour only...den after dat i took a cab down for de acting thingy... damn it sia...de gal msg me farrer rd...but i reach there..den i called her..coz cannot find blk 9...den she told me its at farrer park mrt dere..de place is called farrer park rd..omg...freak!! diff place sia...i faster call ariel..i scared she angry...coz she not enuff slp very cranky...lol...den reach dere de acting thingy no need script de...wen to de lady's house to change..den we juz walk here n dere act lor..wahaha...de ah pei damn funnie sia...btw de show is called "one dirty min" lol..omg.. ah pei is a born actor sia..dey juz found him at de void deck de...lolz...
after dat me n ariel took cab bk to studio for prac..after dat wen for rehersal...
omg..they took so long sia...den i actually fell asleep until our turn...wahaha...
den after rehersal we went bk studio...den ann saw us awhile...den left le..den got ppl wanna use studio...so we siam! lol..
den after dat we discuss of where to go...blk 16 too far le...lucky sophan found a classroom..unlocked n got aircon...
den we watch horror movie dere...omg...so scary!! amety horror!!! i watch before le...but stilll very scared..lol... *wish u were dere* but den again...if u were dere..i dun think u'll sit wif me...
anyway...3/4 of de show i was coverin my eyes...screamin and scaring orange n ariel...lol..joyce suppose to take cab wif me de..but she dun wanna leave..so i haf to stay wif her until show end..lol
wanted to ask mommy to come dwn bring me up..lol...den i think de cab uncle heard...lol...damn funnie sia...wen i got dwn..he offered to send me to de lift...wahahah.....
yawn...muz do proj le...tml 11 got rehersal again..zzzzz
Wednesday, August 03, 2005Y
10:10 AM
hmmmmmmmm.lemmi think of happie things todae~~~
now muz try to write my happie tots~~ lolz.....
hmmmm
OH~!!! i finally started my pair project le!! yay!!! lol... and hor.. wen i got bk home....my fren juz show me pic of 4 doggies~~ toy dogs la... soooo cute!! den she ask me to choose which wan i like... keke
happie sia!! tml i can get a puppy!!!! lol...
and hor...tadae dance hor... i was napping...den ar...suddenly felt something in my face~~~guess wad??? PAnDA Biscuit!!! DA Jie buy de~~ hehe!!! imagine wake up and see ur fav biscuit in ur face~~ lol...like some excited kid~~ lol
now kinda tired le..but need to do proj~~!!! gambette!!!!
actually kinda stress la..got proj, dance, work!! family... omg....
dis weekend dad juz told me got dinner...den ar...i got work...now muz think of how to escape dinner...haiyo...
Monday, August 01, 2005Y
12:47 PM
yawnz....now is 4am in de morning...i'm sitting in de living room all alone... bitten by tones of mosquitoes.. or maybe juz on fat n greedy one...lol...
todae dunno y not dat tired...i think i sprained my elbow slighty..cant really brush my teeth without squirming in pain..lol.. dunno y my shoulder still hurting...hmm.. i dare not see doc..firstly, no $$. secondly, i dare not noe de results...lolz.. i still wanna dance de...
actually quite sad...coz my mom juz told me dat i cant even go for wed normal dance class...hai...she said dat i look more n more scrawny...i dun think so worr...dunno y parents cant understand..dance is de thing dat is actually letting me relax... well..at least from school work..and it helps me keep my mind of stuff...
now sch projects very luan..so many stuff to do...den all my project mates one goin for holiday wen we haven even started on our project which is due soon!!! and the other proj...my team mates keep absenting demselves... sadded.. my sms bill very high le la... i keep needing to inform dem on stuff...arrange meetings...hai yo...
*missing you*