PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Thursday, March 16, 2006Y
9:07 AM
todae.... i was very happie and sad at de same time....i think god sent dwn some angels to pei wo...care for me...hang out wif me...and bring happieness to my life~~ :) and i thank him for dat~~~
todae...4 msges sent to him..... de whole day...no reply..... so i waited.... lucky got JJJS and W our new member! Lol to take all my sadness away....
i'm leaving tml for msia~~~ now is oredi 2am... nothing from him...his competition is oredi over....is it so hard juz to remember me for a while? maybe juz drop me a msg saying something...even if u're bz..maybe while u're eating or wad can at least spare some time to rem me....is it so hard?
guess...i'm leavin doesnt mean a thing 2 u...its only juz a few days of freeedom without me....
Well...at least i noe JJS will think of me!! Keke~~~ shooo happie to haf dem ard~~~
aniwaes...todae super suay!!!! was supposed to pass YuXing de bOOTs for her comp at zouk~~den i blur blur...wen to sch...den realised i forgot to bring de boots~~!! dieee... den...after classs....i went home to get it.... den at my door..i realised i FORGOT to bring my KEYS!!!! omg....den i ask my dad come home...but he only can b home in a few hrs time.... so i wen bugis meet WJJS ... den we hung out for awhile...den i Gotta Go home~~ to take de BOots!!! den..... SKye pei wo Go home... take le..den we went bk bugis find jess they all~~~
after dat skye n Joyce wen Zouk to watch dem comp~~ wish i could see dem... but.... i condem clubbing... or anything to do wif dat.... sadz... wanted to Go support... but at least... he's happie.... :)
i Forgot 1 more suay thing!!! i left my HP charGER at his plaCE!!!!! i cant use my fone at mSia le la!!! Hai...
today also cannot use much~~~ later no batt!!! muz conserve batt~~~
anyway i'm leaving...
ByeZ!!
Gonna miss u so so much~~~~~
i juz Gotta let de fEEling Go~~~ and enjoy myself!! come bk a new person!! hopefully a better person!!
Love 4 eVA~~~
Smilez 4 Eva~~~
Tuesday, March 14, 2006Y
8:30 AM
todae...after class went for prac at de squash court~~ during class was loOkin forward towards prac...Coz can see JJJS...makes me happier~~ after dat we went to holland V...ate subway...but still not as nice as the one at city Hall~~after dat...dey all accompanied me to do hair treatment at chinatwn.. he is also somewhere near by...doin his mosiac thing again... silly of me thinking he wuld come n find me..well..he was wif yen..den later on went to watch movie...
i'm leaving dis friday...i haven even spent time wif him... i understand..he wanna spend time wif his frens... but maybe de least he could do was ask if he culd see me for a while... dat day some one said dis to me...y m i so stupid... y m i always makin the effort to purposely Go dwn to de studio n find him...even if i'm on the other side of singapore...y m i always there wen eva he wans me to.... y do i always go n find him juz to see him even if its juz for awhile... y do i take de same bus wif him...juz to spend more time wif him wen i can easily take a shorter route hm... for me..its juz because i like spending time wif him...i like being in his presence,,,i juz like looking at him....dats y i dun mind being taken for granted...i feel happie doin all those things...but i dunno y wen some1 says dat he's not worth it..i'll think abt it...den i feel so stupid...n sad again....
oredi 2 yrs plus.... all i wan is to see him do something to let me noe i mean alot to him...like maybe sacrificing some of him effort to make a trip dwn to see me juz for 10mins? or more?
i guess....i have to be strong.... he has de freedom to do wad eva he wans...
all i can do is hope...
smilez 4 Eva~~~
i'm happy wen eva he holds my hand...sits n chat wif me in de studio, takes bus home wif me.... den talk at de busstop while waiting for his bus... wen eva he ask me out...when eva i wait for him to ask me out...and he does...i'lll b super happie...
*think of the happie times~~~ rather den de sad?
makes me miss u more....
*wish u are here wen eva i need u...
If u have faith...u can be strong.......
=)
part of me dun wanna leave on friday... and part of me wans to...
Miss everyone here~~ 3 days only.... i noe how skye feels sia...
Lol
Monday, March 13, 2006Y
9:58 AM
TOdae.... all i can say is Darkness..... and i wasnt scared..... sitting there in the dark...feels gOod.... coz...u're alone...n nobody to notice u... but who wuld aniwae... i'm a lousy dancer... lousy everything.... todae felt left out again...without JJJS... i guess no one wuld really bother abt u...i Love JJJS coz i can really feel de concern n true frenship.... dey bother to call u if u're goin hm alone... bother to ask if u're alrite.... bother to ask u out.. or call u n chat for no reason...juz becoz dey wanna shaare something part of deir life.... :) glad dat i found dem~~~ hope we'll nv part... i love de times we hang out~~ its de most fun i've eva had~~ :)
and for panda~~~ dun Eva wanna let Go of u.... everything i said todae...was in a spurr of sadness... sorry for evrythig~~ i'll learn to b a better gf~~ Keke~~