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I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free
I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all
There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away
It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong
There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Den faster rush home to bath n get my clothes... meeting my fren at hotel to change~~
Yesh~~~ easter Ball!! i was dressed as a greek Gal~~ Keke~~` my stupid fren~~ So late!!! so i changed First~~ den ToOk loads of fotos~~~ zi lian abit~~ Lol~~~ den we ate dinner~~~ den Got lucky Draw!!! i Got 11th prize(jean Yip voucher)....Dad Got 9th prize(food processer~~)~~wahaha~~ den while eating..my fren say she cant stop looking at me..coz i look so cute~~ den i fainted~~~ den another person tot i was an angel~~~i'm a greek GAl!!! ROaRRrRR~~~ den while waiting for de grand draw... there was this dance session~~ Disco!! fainted~~~ i juz sat dere..till my frenz n mom forced me to dance~~~ faintz~~ den dance n dance n dance~~~ sweat like crazy~~
the whole day Got red Eye~~~ now its super painful~~ i dunno why~~ wanna die liao~~ how to studie!!!
4 chapt by tonite!! wad m i still doin here????? LOl~~
*gonez*
We went to eat...Yupz~~ at dat place..Coz... no where else to GO le.... sianz... but i guess its okaY~~ after a gd nitez slp everything is Forgotten~~ kEke~~ LoVe can make someone forgetful yA? STM... Lol no wonder i'm suffering from it~~ Lol
den after dat wen to watch movie!!!The show SO Sad!! Omg~~ *CrYs* super touching show...KEkE~~ de whole theatre machiam nobody like Dat...like we booked the whole place.. Lol..
WelComg WelcOme!!
den after dat shopped ard....den wen to his place! changed, SleeP... den He went for performance~~ yuppie!
Yawnz..so sleePy~~~
Hmmm... Someone was really funnie todae~~ Lol~~ ever since morning~~ fainted~~ call me at 9am sayin... "Are u awake?" i dunno y dat sentence made me burst out laffing... i felt it was really de joke of de day.. wahha... i'm talking rite?? of coz i'm awake~~!! WAhahahaa!! damn funnie!! *laff n wipes tears away* den someone was acting weird de whole day...talk so fast!! and aLOT also~~ wahaha...abit weird thou...Lol~~ but was funnie! Keke~~
*owe me lots still!*
disappointement....
sadness...once again....
maybe nxt time.....they will get to see him more den i do... den slowly i will nv eva get to see him again..
drifted........
cold.......
y muz things end up dis way?? y cant i juz have something i wan? juz for once.....
when will de acting end? i'm tryin to accept his nature.... i did... been thru ups n downs... accomodating to everything he does... supporting him in everything... b dere wen he's down...
guess i shld haf known from de start ba...well...i guess love is blind huh... its painful at times... well.. i juz haf to close one eye ba.... i really see everything...i know wads going on..but i juz choose to ignore... and pretend i dunno anything....well...i guess if i'm upset..he'll b upset too...well i guess...he is happie can le... i hope i'll haf de strength to b strong~~ maybe him not knowing how i feel is a gd thing ba~~ one less burden~~ yupyup~!
Well...at least i've leaernt to forget...of coz wif the help of my B*.. who has done alot in ways whom B* doenst know of.... its all that is keeping me happie lately...
:) i'm thank ful for dat~~
Aniwaes...dat day went to watch movie wif him~~ tOok some neoprint~~~ i loOk so angelic~~wahaha~~ JK~~
and now....u sound so moody juz by talking to me... Hmmmm... regretted Goin todae... but oredi cant b cancelled.... feeling so sorry now....
maybe...i cant make u happie.... but i guess... u're happie juz by certain things ba...videos of someone maybe? or maybe juz by wen de person steps into de rm... can really see u light up... :D now i guess i wish.... dat person can juz say or do something to make u happie again...
i know i cant....
You...Came into my life... Brought happiness wif u....
wen u're happie...so am i.... but wen eva u're sad... i feel like shit...
i really dunno wad to do now... maybe i shld haf juz disappeared...
maybe i shldnt haf disruppted ur life...
Wishing upon my seeds.....
wish i knew wad to wish for...i wish for ur happiness....
wish things wuldt change too thou...
the Questiong is Why...........
i really dun understand..... how come he likes to hang out wif so many gals... hug all of them... touch all of them...
all knowing i dun like it.... althou i pretend i dun see...but i juz know....
its a gals instinc....
now i ask... if anyone of u were in my shoes...how wuld u all feel???
why do some ppl know.....and they still do it??? well could b de gals fault.... could be his.... wad eva...
juz hate it.....
juz once i juz feel like saying all theese out...
even if he dun do it infront of me.... i know behind my back wuld b much worse den dis...
yup...
someone pls tell me how not to think abt it...........
wen someone is so popular..i guess... he'll juz b happily in the limelight n forget his limits??? or maybe others may forget their limits???
y cant anyone keep their hands off him.....
*Grossed out...