PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Monday, March 07, 2005Y
9:09 AM
todae went to sk's 4ouse... :D 4ear 4im play de piano for aw4ile..den 4e went to slp le..den 4e slept from 12pm to 5pm.. at first i juz laid dere next to 4im..den i saw be4ind de door was a jacket..nv seen b4 de..den i asked new jacket? den 4e said it was JJ's....i sianz 4alf le..some4ow i dun really like de feelin of ot4er 6als stuff at my bf's 4ouse..somemore keep for so lon6...feels as t4ou dat 6al is super close to 4im..i dun even 4af a jacket at 4is 4ouse..4e wuldnt even 4old my stuff for me for so lon6...feelin damn sad le...den 4e ask me to 6o studie..like din wan me dere like dat..den i juz walked into de livin room and sat dere..den 4e slept... den i walked bk to 4is room..and lie on de floor... some4ow de tears juz kept fallin.. dunno y.. all de way til; 5...i juz dazed dere...wif de panda toy..pretendin it was 4im accompanyin me.... 4is mom came 4ome ard 3 plus..den cooked lunc4 for me...din eat..was really 4un6rie... ard 5... i woke 4im up... den at dat moment 4e said sorry...and 4u66ed me...and some4ow de sad feelin was kinda 6one...and 4eart soft a6ain...arrrrr!!! after 4e woke up..everyt4in6 was fine a6ain.. i felt all de love comin back.. sniff... lon6 time nv feel dat kinda love le... and 4e sent me to de bus stop!!! :D wis4 i didnt 4af to leave.........dunno wen will be like dis a6ain...now 4e's 4an6in out wif de cool ppl...feel sooooooo z4i bei le.... dey can dance super well...dey are pretty...fun.....everyt4in i;'m not...
aniwae..4ope everyt4in will be fine ba......
smilez!
