PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Sunday, March 13, 2005Y
9:07 AM
Todae felt kinda disappointed..and a little sad.... i saw 4im todae.... watc4in de bb compp..den 4e felt kinda "FRienDLy" towards me..toked to jol first...din see me... den wen i tap 4im to say arlow...4e juz looked maybe 6ave an unwillin smile... w4ile watc4in de comp...i wonder y...4e din even 4old my 4and or wad... or even touc4 me one bit....and wen de comp ended, i told 4im i 6otta 6o off le.. 4e juz waved...wt.. 4e usually 6ive me a hu6 or a kiss 6oodbye.... i 6uess.. maybe.... 4e din wan me to be known as 4is 6f to 4is MFS frens ba.. den maybe he can 6et close to someone else wit4out leavin a bad impression on dat person....(to be considered flirtin)
i'm juz an unimportant person..... not fit to be announced to de world.. not cool enuff, not pretty enuff..not cute...not sweet... not wort4 to be sacrificed for... well... if one day i were to die.. i bet 4e wun even be sad...
juz dun feel like 4is 6f...u noe wad i mean... i'm not even treated like one.... i'm not de only one w4o sees it..ppl can see it too... i dunno wen i'll be able to last...
