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Friday, March 04, 2005Y
5:42 AM
6uess WAd!!! i was early for class for once!! keke... i was de second person to arrive..alt4ou i was 15mins late...keke..all my frens clear leave.. Went SIM to eat for a c4an6e.. den made my fren rus4 4er food...coz...i wanted to 6o LT faster..keke..4opefully can bump into u noe w4o..i reac4ed 10 mins b4...my frens wen in le..i sat out dere until 3...den went in put ba6..den came bk out..keke.. feel damn stupid... den went bk in..sat dere...couldnt 4elp it le...ms6 4im..ask if 4e wanted to 6o 4ome to6et4er...keke...but some 4ow.... de feelin was kinda stran6e... felt hot yet cold....cold as in wen 4e saw me...i didnt feel de 4appiness..but felt den sian-ness instead...maybe 4e was tired ba..but felt 6reat wen 4e 4eld my 4and... come to tink of it...we almost nv 4eld 4ands in sc4ool..since last yr...b4 june.. on de bus..stepped on some 6uy's foot..or was it a 6al's foot..duno la..but kanna scolded my sk..for tokin too loud..opps!
well..on de bus 4e slept 3/4 of de way... dunno y 4e looks so peaceful and cute wen 4e sleeps...i 6uess maybe dats de only time w4ere i 6et to stare at 4im and will not 6et scolded """WAD?" de "its so irritatin dat u're starin at me tone"
o well... now dun 6et too 4urt wen 4e uses de 4ars4 tones on me le.. 4opefully one day i'll 6et numb to it too... :)

stupid mapple!!!! cant play!!! sooo la66y!! arrrrrrrrrr!!! now 6ot nuttin to do... cant juz sit 4ere and c4at all day...fin6er will numb de... lucky 6ot anot4er patc4...4opefully it'll be better..den can play! yippie! dunno y sk's cousin suddenly ms6 me..keke...not too bored...

DEn de toot pi6 kan6 yu!! mms me!! om6! it was de w4ite noise poster!!! om6!! scared de tootz out of me!! -_-"

my feelins everyday feels like i'm runnin away... tryin very 4ard not to bot4er bout certain stuff...alt4ou i'm really affected by dem... wis4 i dun 4ave to run away...wis4 everyt4in wuld 6o normal..y cant ppl juz love like deres no tml? y cant ppl juz like someone and dat person juz like dem back? y muz de world be so complicated? 6uess so it wuldnt be a borin world huh?

at one time u really love someone...u try so 4ard to 6et some love back..sometimes u do..but sometimes u dun...den one day..u'll be very tired..den u'll start to tink..y did u love dat person in de 1st place? once de moment of love for 4im has passed...and u start to feel de love from dat person...but by de time..its too late...u dun love 4im as muc4 anymore...time.... time is all dat matters...if u catc4 eac4 ot4er at de rite time...dats 6reat! if not....both of u will suffer....