PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Monday, April 11, 2005Y
6:36 AM
i reaLLy need to slap myself!! ARR!! yyyyyyyy...... y do i always do or t4ink stupid stuff... hAiz.... ToDae went out wif nra ppl...den keep tinkin to myself..if only he was here..kept freakin ima6inin dat he's walkin by my side, sittin nxt to me...holdin my hand...lol... *Dreamz* actually was kinda waitin for him to ask me out..or wait for me outside my Facial....lol.. or maybe juz meet me for awhile... Dunno y i Keep thinkin of him!!! ARRRRRRR!!!! seriously i keep occupyin myself also no use....but kinda sad..... i'm actually afraid.... Afraid dat he'll 6et an6ry wif me a6ain...really hurts wen he scolds me...but after a few mins..i cant juz for6et bout it... i'm 6ettin 6ood at dis...lol..dats y my memory keeps failin me nowadays...haiz....but..noadays my mom keeps Scoldin me for alot of reasons...small and bi6 and sometimes senseless reasons....i keep quiet...until cannot take it le..den we both will scream at each other...den somemore..after i tot i seek some comfort from him..he also scolds me...dun really like de tone hE uses...i hAte it!! i dun always tell him wad hAppen...coz..sometimes wen he tries to comfort me..will in turn hAf de irritated tone...den i wuldnt wanna say more...so i rather not say anyThin...and let his playful self cheer me up...well..sometimes i smile but can be really sad inside...lol....only my close frens can tell... =x
sometimes i dunno w4ether i'm jealous or envious of his frens... dey 6et to spend lots of happy time wif him...lol...
sometimes also envious of those couples.. dey will spend every second of their time to6ether...even if its for 15mins..really like dat kinda feelin..may sound kinda posesive or wad ba...but i like it..maybe if i didn't love de person as much.i wouldnt wanna meet de person alot...lol..stupid tinkin rite? lol *slaps bunny 100000 times*
ARRRRR!!! Yyyyyyyyy!!!! Y do i love him so Much!!! ARRRR!!!!! kick me pls!!
aniwaes..YEst wen to watch viortosuo...no bad! saw Cyn Perform worr!! Very prettY!! keke..but knew she was pretty from de start...keke..muz thnk my dear jac!! Xi Shen her slp to 6o wif me...keep me accompany.. quite fun!! keke...
