Valentine's

Tuesday, April 05, 2005Y

9:57 PM

nowadays been quite stressful...even t4ou exams over le...mom's been scoldin n na66in... my ears pain le...
den yest juz saw de neo print... it may be not4in but.....it really meant alot... 4eart sudden felt den sudden drop...worse den ridin a roller coaster... and it really 4urt too... dunno y... wel.. maybe dis is it... first i saw dat 4e put 4is arms ard 4er...den its juz de 2 of dem... and finally...it was de day b4 valentines... dat was de worst part... well.. i really wanna believe 4im... 4e said dat 4e BUmped into 4er at PS... den i was wonderin...4ow come if bumped into 4er...den 4er frens lei? den 4ow come can take neo print? somemore PS 6ot no mac4ine...i tink... but still...ARRRR!! i noe i very xiao qi..but still! i cant stand my bf touc4in ot4er 6als..
my tots at dat time was...coz on vday need to celebrate wif 6f...so no c4oice but to celebrate it de day b4... ARRR!!!!! i'm so sorry... my brain's been fried... but really cant 4elp it...wif my pass experience...i really will 4u xi luan xian6 wan... especially after dat time 4e lied to me... i really really trusted 4im so muc4... now i still wanna trust 4im..... but s4ould i put ALL my trust in? 4aiz... seriously...i wan to....
maybe......i would.... 90%
lol...
4aiz.....

REally love dis one alot...juz 4ope de 4urtin wun take over de love....
now its been really 6reat! bummpy but 6reat!
now cant see 4im so often le..maybe once a week? once a mont4? 4e'll be bz wif final yr proj... den i maybe startin sc4ool..or workin... wun be seein eac4 ot4er le...nite time would be 6ood..but 4e may not wan to... dunno y sometimes 4e seem like 4e muz rus4 4ome b4 dinner...dis sux.... y muz life be so complicated....
4ope maybe 4e can come find me after 4is stuff... lolz.....
lalala....

sianz ar... dis 4oliday so bored.... dear jace no time for me.... zzzzzz.....
todae supposed to meet 4er 6o sc4ool to6et4er..but s4e needs to 6o icpas... sniff.. den now rottin at 4ome... keke... maple!! o2JAm!! keep me company ba!! =p