PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Wednesday, May 25, 2005Y
8:25 PM
Haiz...Feel super depressed... firstly... supposed to meet areil for madagascar todae..den watch wif sk n ken...den dey no money watch so postpone to next week... den i tot well...at least i get to meet sk...was lookin forward to todae...so can spend time wif him..but den again.. i asked him juz to confirm...if we were still meeting...was also supposed to bring to de dentist...den he said....maybe he goin wif his fren..coz he's fren say go wif him...and fren got nothing to do...den i sian diao...den i juz say u go wif him...i asked u first lor...and i was supposed to go wif ariel to buy stick and i cancled her instead juz so dat i can meet him...den he tells me dis... wtf... i feel like some spare tyre...ur fren not free den meet me...fren free den rather meet fren...haiz.... Den somemore de movie has been postpone to next week..den he tells me dat he gotta do project...no need watch le..i think i also wun get to see him at all le...besides wed..during DANCE.. and its not spendin time...its juz lookin at him only...*crys* den last nite we tok on de fone.... i really think he very insensetive...well at least only towards me...other ppl he is so willing to be dere for dem...massasge for dem...take care of dem so well... haiz...i dunno la.... last nite couldnt sleep...tears juz kept flowin... hate to do dat...arGh!!!! i feel damn stupid...always doin dis kinda dumb stuff... always putting him as my first piority... damn it... *slaps myself* WAke up gal!!!*All words and no Actions*
Wo hen lei le...........
*does it eva occer dat i may need u? and dat u're mostly not dere?
i guess i'm not needed anymore...you got wad u wanted....
guess u're happier now.... :)
i juz wish he could show more concern...or at least ask me..."hows ur toe? or hows ur back? or maybe help me massage....or carry my bag...or wad eva..
haha...dreamin only.....
it only happens to other ppl...will nv eva happen to mede...hahahahhahahahah.....
