PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Friday, June 03, 2005Y
7:23 AM
haiz..... todae went to e hospital to visit my grandpa...haiz...mom said it doesnt look good.. den my relatives were tokinto de doc....and i was like holdin grandpa's hand....mom was massagin his arm...wipin sweat off his head and tears off his eyes... he cant speak to us...and his eyes can hardly open...he can hardly breath... lookin at everyones teary eyes...really saddens me....but i juz kept it all inside... althou de tears were almost flowin out... haiz.... i juz kept holdin on to his hand...bendin down till my back hurts again... but i didnt care... everyone is tryin to be strong...i should too.juz pray to god...hope everythin will b alrite....
*if i eva seem to b quiet...it means i dun really feel like tokin...maybe juz need a shoulder to lie on...
pls dun scold or blame me for anything.....
p.s...dear if u eva read dis...sorry for makin u mad at me..sorry for irritating u... sorry for troublin u.... sorrie....
but thnkx for being by my side! =)
