PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Saturday, June 04, 2005Y
9:45 AM
todae was really along day.... firstly went for de auditions...den knew abt some complications...wif chinese dance and nra...din noe de cute n sweet lao shi was so......ermm...unreasonable...tot she was kind and al...but...haiz...den somemore...her students gave face to us...tried to chase us out...blah blah... and all de funnie excuses...yaya... rude...especially dis freakin guy...wtf... felt like punching him in de face...pluckin all his eyebrows out! scold my sis... shouted at my teacher..and he still dare say we give no respect to their teacher... and he was like scoldin bun and anne infront of anne...hahah...stupid..he is de one wif no respect...freak! made my sis cry....idiot! but anne was really cool in handlin de situation!she n her sarcasism..ahha..den we all shifted all our freshie to de sports deck...den wen it was RTHK prac... ariel came le... den see her stand dere alone...den went up to her...den sniff... she also cry le...haiz...seeing all of my frens so sad..i also more sad le... but muz try to be happie or else everywhere will b filled wif sadness... so i try to smile..hope dat works! haha....
PSC was great! nra go in again!! happie!!! but...duno la... todae heard alot of somebody...kinda feel sorrie for him..since i knew him for such a long time...but den again...he pisses me of wif de stuff he does...haiz........so many mixed feelins..also juz noe how much of a flirt he is.....feel really grossed out...i hate flirts!!! especiallythose guys who go for a few gals at one go..yucks!! finally saw jace!!! updated her...we'll took again soon ba...maybe can clear up some stuff...
wen we went home....dun feel like sayin le.. i admit its my fault...causin him to spend money...but theres is still somethings he dun understand..... he dun understand how much of a diff it is for me to tell him to do something and for him to do de something on his own account.. aiya..sounnds chim la... but dats howgals are...dey actually haf second meaning wan...de guys haf juz got to go figure! and he doesnt really understand his gf... well i wuld rather choose him spendin de money on doin something sweet for me...rather den him treatin me eat...dunno la...sometimes its like dat ba..i guess it depends on situation...
well my mind is not thinkin straight these few days...dunno y la...juz feelin super moody...depressed mostly...i dun show it...but ya,..its inside of me...
lucky todae wore my cap home...lucky he was walkin in front.....lucky he din see me sobbin all de way...lucky him i guess... dun wanna put him in a diff situation...
haiz...
de ppl who understand me are de wrong ppl...haiz........
i better cheer up ba! tml is gonna b another day!!!
:)
