
today finally got to stay home and rest de...coz last week haf been dancing and everynite nv get to come home and eat...and wen i finally do... mom keeps screamiing in my ear...for once i juz neeed sme peace and quiet..she keeps asking me to do dis and dat...sk me y i nv do dis and dat... and keeps comparing me to other ppl's daugher... den she also keeps asking me to study, clean my room... and she even keeps nagging me abt de kinda boys i need to mix wif... blah blah blah.... and all de marriage stuff... i feel so stressed up sia... haiz.. y cant i juz love who eva i wan...do wad eva i wan... i'm oredi grown up...i noe wads rite for me and i knoe wad i wan..if dey keep interfering..i wun be able to make myown decisions on my own anyymre... u noe..de more dey say something de more i will dode opposite...its like u actually feel like helping dem..but after dey said y i'm not doin it...i really dun wanna do it le... u noe wad i mean?sounds chim la.
haha...haiz...dunno wad to do le la...
damn stressed on ads comin for me next...
gotta cope wif sschool, projects, dance comp, family, exams..
and most of all...i'm afraid i wun haf time for him... will miss him alot de... seeing him makes my life happier and makes all my worries go away i guess...
sniff...