PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Thursday, July 14, 2005Y
7:46 AM
yawn...todae couldnt wake up.....last nite got some dream...dreamt dat i was at de beach(east coast park) sitting on some bench...de feelin was dat i din wanna go anywhere...i could juz sit dere for Hours...lol..was kinda like a sad feelin instead of happie n calm...lol...
todae got RTHK dance...Yawnz...really tired...dance n dance n dance... my shoulder really really hurts...and at de end of de day...my back hurted lots too.... hai..muz b my stupid back..so heavy... at first todae i was kinda happie de...until dance 1 more time before de break...i accidentally knocked into someone...den i was trying to annalyse how it happened...maybe i was doin de wrong thing or wad..but i annalyse le..tried it out a few more times...den dat someone tried askin me to do something.. to me it sounded like askin me to change my hand's position...which makes it diff from my fren...den dat person sounded really fustrated wen i tried to say it was diff...den dat person kept explaining stuff..i really dun understand... den dat person said "ARGH! blah blah blah" den stomped off to de chair behind n looked super angry, pissed off...den felt so sad lor.... i totally dunno wad was i did wrong...cant u explain nicely and slowly....dunno y now adays dat person keep getting pissed of at me for small little reasons...
no one really noes dis..but i get really Tramautised wen someone so close to me keeps getting angry for small reasons... it brings back old old memories..... SCary memories....
well...at least dat person appologised to me on de bus home...i think coz dat person saw me really sad ba...its always like dat wan... 1 small little sorry can make me forget everthing.... hai...
*slaps myself* CANNOT XING RUAN SO EASILY!!!!!
todae din get to see kitty...neighbour took it home... sadded... i miss my kitty....
always looking so cute...always climbing on my lap and snuggling up in it...
dat is some kinda love dat i really like alot...
dis bunny needs lots of cuddles, little squshy hugs, Lots of CAre and concern... and mostly longing for someone to pamper her...hehe
*Dreamz*
