PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Tuesday, March 14, 2006Y
8:30 AM
todae...after class went for prac at de squash court~~ during class was loOkin forward towards prac...Coz can see JJJS...makes me happier~~ after dat we went to holland V...ate subway...but still not as nice as the one at city Hall~~after dat...dey all accompanied me to do hair treatment at chinatwn.. he is also somewhere near by...doin his mosiac thing again... silly of me thinking he wuld come n find me..well..he was wif yen..den later on went to watch movie...
i'm leaving dis friday...i haven even spent time wif him... i understand..he wanna spend time wif his frens... but maybe de least he could do was ask if he culd see me for a while... dat day some one said dis to me...y m i so stupid... y m i always makin the effort to purposely Go dwn to de studio n find him...even if i'm on the other side of singapore...y m i always there wen eva he wans me to.... y do i always go n find him juz to see him even if its juz for awhile... y do i take de same bus wif him...juz to spend more time wif him wen i can easily take a shorter route hm... for me..its juz because i like spending time wif him...i like being in his presence,,,i juz like looking at him....dats y i dun mind being taken for granted...i feel happie doin all those things...but i dunno y wen some1 says dat he's not worth it..i'll think abt it...den i feel so stupid...n sad again....
oredi 2 yrs plus.... all i wan is to see him do something to let me noe i mean alot to him...like maybe sacrificing some of him effort to make a trip dwn to see me juz for 10mins? or more?
i guess....i have to be strong.... he has de freedom to do wad eva he wans...
all i can do is hope...
smilez 4 Eva~~~
i'm happy wen eva he holds my hand...sits n chat wif me in de studio, takes bus home wif me.... den talk at de busstop while waiting for his bus... wen eva he ask me out...when eva i wait for him to ask me out...and he does...i'lll b super happie...
*think of the happie times~~~ rather den de sad?
makes me miss u more....
*wish u are here wen eva i need u...
If u have faith...u can be strong.......
=)
part of me dun wanna leave on friday... and part of me wans to...
Miss everyone here~~ 3 days only.... i noe how skye feels sia...
Lol
