PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: Tuesday, April 18, 2006Y
8:30 AM
I Feel... I Feel... nothing?? Days Go by... i try not to think.... but i guess..in de end i still do....y muz things end up dis way?? y cant i juz have something i wan? juz for once.....
when will de acting end? i'm tryin to accept his nature.... i did... been thru ups n downs... accomodating to everything he does... supporting him in everything... b dere wen he's down...
guess i shld haf known from de start ba...well...i guess love is blind huh... its painful at times... well.. i juz haf to close one eye ba.... i really see everything...i know wads going on..but i juz choose to ignore... and pretend i dunno anything....well...i guess if i'm upset..he'll b upset too...well i guess...he is happie can le... i hope i'll haf de strength to b strong~~ maybe him not knowing how i feel is a gd thing ba~~ one less burden~~ yupyup~!
Well...at least i've leaernt to forget...of coz wif the help of my B*.. who has done alot in ways whom B* doenst know of.... its all that is keeping me happie lately...
:) i'm thank ful for dat~~
Aniwaes...dat day went to watch movie wif him~~ tOok some neoprint~~~ i loOk so angelic~~wahaha~~ JK~~
